Using data collected through semi-structured interviews with disabled archival users, this article foregrounds disabled people's relationships with time, specifically to pasts and representations thereof in archival material. It illustrates the ways in which disabled people use their knowledge of how disability is understood—in archives and in society—to anticipate their erasure in archival material. First, focusing on the past, this data illustrates the prevalence of disability stereotypes, tropes, and limited perspectives within the records that document disabled people. Second, in witnessing such representations (or lack thereof), disabled researchers described how they are affectively impacted in the present moment: witnessing the violence of the past is emotionally difficult for many disabled people researching their histories. Third, using past experiences of archival erasure, interviewees described coming to expect and anticipate future absences—anticipation as an affective mode helped them prepare to encounter forms of erasure, to protect themselves against possible harms, and to hope for something different, all of which reflects their experiences of how disability is understood in society. This data reflect the way anticipation is a central facet of crip time—the multiple ways that disabled people experience time, pace, and temporal moments—to show how disabled people feel through multiple temporal landscapes and approach historical and archival representation.

本文使用通过对残疾人档案用户的半结构化访谈收集的数据，突出残疾人与时间的关系，特别是过去及其在档案材料中的表现。它说明了残疾人如何利用他们在档案和社会中如何理解残疾的知识来预测他们在档案材料中的删除。首先，关注过去，这些数据说明了记录残疾人的记录中普遍存在的残疾刻板印象、比喻和有限的观点。其次，在目睹这种表现（或缺乏表现）时，残疾研究人员描述了他们在当下是如何受到情感影响的：对于许多研究他们历史的残疾人来说，目睹过去的暴力在情感上是困难的。第三，利用过去的档案擦除经验，受访者描述了对未来缺席的预期和预期——作为一种情感模式的预期帮助他们准备好应对各种形式的擦除，保护自己免受可能的伤害，并希望有所不同，所有这些反映了他们对社会如何理解残疾的经历。这些数据反映了预期是残废时间的一个核心方面的方式——残疾人体验时间、步伐和时间的多种方式——通过多种时间景观来展示残疾人的感受，并接近历史和档案表现。