Women's History Review ( IF 0.5 ) Pub Date : 2021-03-15 , DOI: 10.1080/09612025.2021.1894537 Fahima Begum 1
ABSTRACT
As a doctor working in an Intensive Care Unit where Covid-19 hit hard in 2020 to early 2021, I have felt bemused that we doctors are living through a sustained period of helplessness, yet are able to live a ‘normal life’. I reflect here on the guilt I feel when I forget the names of patients I closely manage in short bursts of time, who then pass away. The volume of these relationships are unprecedented and absurd; a feeling that your grasp for each patient needs to be firm enough to help them survive yet loose enough to let go. It is as though we are in a battlefield that allows us to go home and find respite before returning. For this reason, we do not realise we are living through a time of trauma.
中文翻译:
'我忘记了我的病人的名字':在英国到2020年至2021年初大流行期间,一位重症监护医生与Covid-19病人一起工作的想法
摘要
作为一名在重症监护病房工作的医生,Covid-19在2020年至2021年初遭受重创,我感到困惑的是,我们的医生正处于持续的无助状态,但却能够过上“正常的生活”。当我忘了我在短时间内密切管理的患者的名字,然后去世的时候,我会感到内。这些关系的数量是空前的和荒谬的。一种感觉,您对每个患者的掌握都必须足够坚定,以帮助他们生存,同时又要足够松散,才能放手。好像我们在战场上一样,我们可以回家并找到喘息的机会再返回。因此,我们没有意识到自己正经历着创伤。