Abstract Our academic life is ripe with failures and things abandoned, with hurt and feelings of defeat and despair. Already as students, we learn how to hide and tuck away such experiences and the impact they have on us. As a result of this the surfaces of our texts, our presentations, the things we make, have come to resemble certain industrial products, cleansed of any traces of dirt, human toil, crookedness and suffering. However, that which we hide tends to live on, even when we succeed to forget its existence – as bodily tensions and shame, roaming around in our interiors, eating their way into our practises. In this article, three authors, together and by themselves, explore the hidden geographies of abandoned ideas and failures both as a cultural phenomenon and as bodily experiences. Our hope in doing this is to open up for more gentle and affirmative practices, practises that release the energies of the hidden; the hurtful, the minor, the modest, the bent, tentative and crooked. To be able to resist, to counteract we have to begin with what we are forced to forget, hide and suppress.

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被抛弃的想法和失败的能量

摘要 我们的学术生活已经成熟，失败和放弃的东西，伤害和失败和绝望的感觉。作为学生，我们已经学会了如何隐藏和隐藏这些经历以及它们对我们的影响。因此，我们的文本、我们的展示、我们制作的东西的表面变得类似于某些工业产品，清除了任何污垢、人类辛劳、歪曲和痛苦的痕迹。然而，我们隐藏的东西往往会继续存在，即使我们成功地忘记了它的存在——作为身体的紧张和羞耻，在我们的内部漫游，侵蚀我们的实践。在这篇文章中，三位作者共同探索了被遗弃的想法和失败的隐藏地理，既是一种文化现象，也是一种身体体验。我们这样做的希望是为更温和和积极的实践敞开大门，释放隐藏能量的实践；伤人的、次要的、谦虚的、弯曲的、试探性的和歪曲的。为了能够抗拒、抵消，我们必须从我们被迫忘记、隐藏和压制的东西开始。