Taking inspiration from the ethico-onto-epistemological implications of new materialisms, this poem is a modest and partial attempt at experimenting with new ways of bringing my sporting past-present-future together to reimagine feminist politics, vulnerabilities, and the implications of sporting policies that continue to reinforce gender binaries, harming, and excluding so many. This piece of writing was triggered—in a visceral and unexpected way—by a surge of transphobic discourse in Aotearoa New Zealand society in 2021, with groups of athletes, pseudo-feminists, doctors, politicians, and the public protesting transgender women’s rights to participate in sport at elite and community levels.

这首诗从新唯物主义的伦理学认识论影响中汲取灵感，是一种适度和局部的尝试，尝试用新的方式将我的体育运动的过去-现在-未来结合起来，重新构想女权主义政治、脆弱性和体育政策的影响继续强化性别二元论，伤害和排斥如此多的人。这篇文章是由 2021 年新西兰 Aotearoa 社会的跨性别言论激增引发的——以一种发自内心和意想不到的方式——运动员、伪女权主义者、医生、政治家和公众抗议变性妇女的参与权在精英和社区层面的体育运动中。