I am pissing in a bathroom with pictures of pickaninny’s lil’ po’ blacks with lil’ squiggles for hair squirming in a line for the outhouse this pic is suppose to be funny to someone because the South is absurd near tragicomic all I knew how to write was my violence I didn’t know it was possible to transcend it my soft slavebreaker can you laugh during a moment of grace I am starting to swerve into the bleak turn as the car rolls into a ditch there’s always a black hearse a dark forest at the fringe with Co’cola there’s always some hell-bent Misfit drenched with dialect I am not the racist grandmother but I might be the blood splattered cat rubbing my glands against the shins of my new master spraying my niggerish scent asking myself what is a good man why yo daddy so hard to find why you’re one of my babies she said she ain’t too proud to beg but anyone can be redeemed by a bullet I wipe myself & flush the toilet

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分散、覆盖和窒息：一首南方哥特式十四行诗

我在浴室里小便，上面放着 Pickaninny 的 lil' po' 黑人的照片，上面有小波浪线，头发在外屋的一条线上蠕动，这张照片对某人来说应该很有趣，因为南方在悲喜剧附近是荒谬的，我只知道如何写是我的暴力我不知道有可能超越它我柔软的奴隶破坏者你能在优雅的时刻笑我开始转向凄凉的转弯当汽车滚入沟渠总是有一辆黑色灵车黑暗的森林在可乐的边缘总是有一些被方言浸透的顽固的 Misfit 我不是种族主义的祖母，但我可能是一只溅满血迹的猫，用我的腺体摩擦我的新主人的胫骨，喷洒我的黑鬼气味，问自己什么是好的伙计，为什么你爸爸这么难找到为什么你是我的孩子之一 她说她不会骄傲到乞求但是任何人都可以用一颗子弹来救赎我擦身并冲马桶